Ever Since i really knew you. It was a few weeks back . As each time we met each other, Feelings became stronger for me. I'm not sure about you, cause you still have your ex to think about and troubling you. I have to tell you how i feel when you talk about him i really unsure you are happy or sad when you mention about him. Why will a guy treat you this way If you think you wanna survive with him with sadness i have nothing to say as what is yours is yours. i shall not talk about it. Sorry. Since the start of 2010, i wish for many things to change. I felt happier cause you manage to smile at times. Although there is still things troubling you. I know i was the one who is there for you. When you were Sad, Happy, Angry i was there for that period of time. I cant be prasing myself for that. Cause what you need during that period was someone who is caring for you. At times we both were really happy, Joking around about me laughing around. But also sad messages that you always told me to find someone better. I kept ignore those messages because i knew its just an excuse to leave me or something. and i know you really dont wish to say all this. Come on, No one want some one who is really there for you to just walk away. I will fight till the end if i could. Currently something just pop out and made both of us at a difficult point. I have Oversea Intenship Attactment (GERMANY - Mannhiem). Which i really wish to go and experience the living and studying independently.I couldn't be selfish to myself for not going to the place. And for the 5months, who am i gonna share my feeling with? I really nv think this would happened and make us both like this. I dun want you to feel unhappy anymore. I didn't know i made you cried too. HAI :( What i could say is I Love You. How you want both of us the feeling goes about. I will let the god decide and Time to pass.
